I have no other outlet to speak my mind so, I am sorry… My life is filled with loneliness, but I hide it with a smile. I keep going on day by day being the best person I can be, but it does not work. Truly, all I want is someone to lay next to, share their day, laugh at stupid jokes, and listen to music. I do not want to change, because I feel as if I go about love the right way, but nothing comes of it. I can not help but feel sad, really fucking sad.